Religion
I came out of religion a little over a year ago.
Some people hurt me. Some let me see who they really were and how fake that was. Some people still love me we just are no longer connected. I have two girlfriends and a neighbor. Virtual girlfriends in the hundreds, all types, beliefs and walks.
There's an old joke that everyone who is an addicted gets religion in some form when they stop doing drugs.
I met DK Channel and he told me what full preterism was.
He taught me to ask questions.
He calmly and thoroughly took it all apart and put it on display for everyone to see.
He is a force of calm.
He asks questions.
He has no emotional investment in any of it.
I'm emotional.
I hate religion.
I despise the things people say to me when I tell them I'm a myth camp atheist.
I had never looked at it that way.
What did I really believe?
Was there really a god?
Who had I spent the last eighteen years of my life talking to?
What the hell?
Let's just say I studied and copy and pasted my way out of it.
I am learning to ask questions simply for the sole purpose of being an asshole and it being a really dumb question.
Anyone that knows me will tell you, I studied the bible nonstop for well over thirteen years. Day and night, night and day, even at work. Don't try to tell me shit about the bible. I know the bible.
It's all so ridiculous.
People arguing over who has the best imaginary friend.
Adults have gods.
I was super hurt and destroyed and at a huge loss at first. I cried alot. I was angry about a whole world of things. People kept saying the same stupid shit they say every day over and over again, like a broken ass record.
It there was a god, his need for an instructional manual immediately tells me he doesn't have his shit together.
Not only that but an instruction manual that no freaking body understands or can agree upon.
They use forgeries. LOL. Yes forgeries. Imagine that. Several of the Pauline epistles are proven forgeries.
What does forgery mean to you?
Means dude didn't write it and there is a deception there and why would you still use something of that nature to represent your religion?
A guy that never mentions your savior?
And your savior.
Let's address that guy.
Jesus.
Not one single writing.
No more than a story about etching in the sand.
Get the fuck out of here.
Think about it.
The biggest guy in the whole freakin religion, in a time when they are all writing things down, talking about things in scrolls. Not one? Seriously? Not one. He's the guy, but he didn't write anything?
Aight.
Emperors called themselves and made others treat them as gods. This guy is a god and was here and didn't write anything. They were all writing stuff.
Anyway.
I am not religious any more. I don't want to talk about it. I don't care about it. I have a life that is just as good without it as it ever was with it.
The people who hang around with me and participate in my life are the ones who really love me and there's little time outside of them and their value.
You can have your god.
I don't want him.
He's all your's.
Enjoy.
